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Things running through my Mind...The flow of words escapes me, my mind isn't very clear. I can't seem to decide on anything,
not even a place to rest my head, or to a friend to whom I could be near.
My thoughts have left me bruised, pained for beatings they have caused me. They just can't 
seem to agree on anything, and I take all the blame for they just won't let me be.
My feelings are crushed, laying beneath heavy burdens that have me pinned down. I try to
call for help, but at these times, there is no one around. 
My emotions his been erratic, strange, weird and even wild in my mind. But when I try to 
reason with it, they shout "GET OUT!!!!"; no peace I seem to find.
I run from myself, trying to hide form the inner rage that tries its best to consume me whole.
Going deeper into me hiding place, shutting myself down, being alone.
So the things deep inside are depressing its true, but I can't always fight them, like the rest
of you do. It takes , at times,
What if you never knew me?What if you never knew me, what if we never met? What would your life be like? Would it be 
wonderfully great, or full of deep regret?
What if we didn't talk for that long night, when you were going through all that stress? Would
your night be so much better, or end up in greater, bigger mess?
What if I never bumped into you on the street, just by chance like before? Would you have 
gave me the smile you did that day, or just sulk from your pain more and more?
What if I never replied to your message, or even should back "Hello"? Would you still be on your 
high from that moment, or sink to an all time low?
What if we never had dinner, and I walked you back to your home? Would you have had a good
time, or would something happen when you were all alone?
What if you never knew me, before I died and you went to my funeral and grave? Would you 
feel sorry and shed a tear, or just sigh and leave without saying even your name?
What if you never knew me, what would my
The Lonely PathOnce again, I'm wondering through the deepest part of my mind, walking aimlessly through the 
memories of forgotten days.
I look around me, seeing faces of yesteryear as they disappear whenever I try to touch them; gone 
from me in an instant, like everything else in my life.
The mental road of my mind is growing thick in fog, shadowing where I have been, and clouding where
I am going. 
Its been a long road, a long life in a very short time. Its has had its up and its downs, but this path was
not meant for many to follow. 
It takes strong courage and great feats of strength to stay on the mental road, even when you don't 
have a helping hand to pick you up when you stumble in turn.
This path, this mental horror that has befallen me, has its sick pleasure from it bringing back to mind the 
things buried in the deepest part of the road, dragging me back to the spot and time and place that it 
happened at; always while I'm at my worst

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=MoonSilhouette Jan 21, 2013  Student General Artist
Black and white can be always good in emotional way. :)
It expresses that it sound just like you.
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*cyimang Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww.. Really?
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=MoonSilhouette Jan 21, 2013  Student General Artist
Yes, You're smart, nice, sweet, and humble.
You have a wisdom to solve problems better than me. :)
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*cyimang Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww..:blush: Thank you so much:D
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=MoonSilhouette Jan 21, 2013  Student General Artist
You're very welcome cyimang. :icondragonshy2:
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*cyimang Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww..:iconhug1plz:
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*jennystokes Jan 20, 2013  Professional General Artist
Good photo and nice words..............this MUST be you?
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*cyimang Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks and thanks Granny:) Yes it is:)
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*jennystokes Jan 20, 2013  Professional General Artist
So sweet.
Love and hugs
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*cyimang Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww.. Thank you again:hug:
:love:
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